My new playlist.

Ok. I am challanging myself to listen to christian music for a while. I am wanting soething more than ghe same old rap where all they seem to be talking about it drugs, sex, stealing, violence, and pain. I want something more on the lines of love, courage, determination, imperfections are okay, acceptance, forgivnes and the list goes on. Im going to just keep updating this post with new songs that i find and like and if you like them too check them out :)or if you have any suggestions for me please comment!

>remind me who i am...jason gray
>Motions...matthew west
>you are more..tenth avenue north
>Courageous...casting crowns
>broken and beautiful....mark schultz
>Always...kristian stanfill
>Hero..superchick
>wispers in the dark...skillet


More to come!

Round Two

Alright, well here is to round two! I sort of gave up on blogging but i got a sudden burst of energy that i should just try it again. Here we go....
Well today i was getting kind of bored in goverment class today and i let my mind wander. I started to think of. My past and how good thing were when we were back in elementary school and our biggest problem was being th efirst one to the back of the bus to claim a spot. I miss those easy days. Now we ahve tons of problems. If its not one thing it is the other. I never seem to catch a break this year. Its really frustrating. I want things to change! I hope blogging will help me just relate to others and just talk about it weather my 4 followers acctually care to read or not. :)
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Change is good.

Lst year my church went to rocky mountain high in colorado. It was the timeof my life and i felt as though i was as close to god that as i ever have been before. I loved it. Now i feel farther apart than ever. I just sort of took the reins to my own life and thought that i could do it on my own. That thats is a total joke. I relized very quickly that i need him in my life every moment of it. That isone ofthe things i wanttochange. I use to read my bible Almost every night and pray. Now its a rare occurance if that happens. So tonight i started. I just opend it up and started reading. Im not going to explain everything that i red but lets just say he knew what was on my mind and he found a way to provide me with the reassurance i needed. I oove the little things liek that. I want them to happen more often.
Also tonight at my youth group my youth pastor made the statment. "if you are not a christian by the age 16 then the likelyhood that you love a christian life decreases by 70%. That really scared me. I dont want to be just another statistic like that.mi want to prove that wrong. :)

Classroom Buddy!

So today was my first day of being a classroom buddy! I go with the first graders at east. They are so cute. Today for some reason it was crazy hat and sock day and it was reaooy funny. Some cute little girl had a flamingo hat tht ent like 2 feet in the air. The kid behind her had to lean way over to see. It was so funny. Anyways i think i might really like doing this becasue when i got there they were practicing speoling words and they were making the cutest mistakes. They would all line upj at the chalkboard and write it out. One time all of them looked at one little kids and theyall made the same mistakes..(theymbetter practice more for high school so they dont make it so obvious). I was helping this little girl and she was the cutest. She told me her grandma called her fat and i didnt know what to say back. I was thinking aww thats a crazy old grandma. Haha. Anyways this just got me t hinking that i might want to be a teacher or a paraprofessional in schoolmwhen i get older(just a thought).